Novemeber 18/13 update from doctors
I am tired, laying here in the dark, quiet, Speechless. Confused, angry,
I am critical again. I was approved for a clinical drug study but it starts in two weeks and the dr. Says its to far away I don't have the time to wait for it. I am starting on some chemo Friday. And government hasn't decided if I am eligible for the drug that will help me. I don't understand. There is still a small window. That I might be approved tomorrow morning. The wind is out of my sales my dear dear friends. I am tired and I need you. Please pray. Gods will. I still believe I have a purpose here. I am not ready. To give in. My new bucket list. To have Christmas with my family. I'm sorry I m dark tonight. I promise to regroup. When I sit in darkness he lord shall be a light unto me. I need my balcony people. — feeling exhausted.
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